ok.



the amount of stress is piling up.


im freaking out man.
and now i have doubts.


1.im supposed to cry.
2.i need to get angry.
3.i have to sing.


and i dont think i can handle the three of them


1. i cant cry like, impromptu..and i hate crying infront of everyone.
2.i cant get angry..because..i just cant like really erupt on the spot.
3.dont talk about singing.






and now..my self-confidence is at the lowest.
but i know i can do it.arghhhhhhhh.this so frreaakiing shitty.




"say yes i can!"
"yes i can.yes i can.yes i can."- Sherman klump,the nutty professor.





and i am trimming my hair.period.
and for the record today, i tied my hair to school.
ok yah beeeeg deal right.